Okay....Im gunna write random crap so try to keep up.....So my cousin eddie started dating this girl emily and emily was a friend of mine and my sister. My cousin and her got together and i thought it was cute and sweet at first then it just started to get plain out just disrespectful to me!...My cousin eddie was a virgin until he met her i didn't realize that emily was...lets see how do i put this without being rude???...???...???...Ill just say sexually active even though...the proper word is whore...but anyways...Now eddie told his sister that him and emily have had sex on the side of my aunti's house and she gave him oral in the backseat of the car. Now being a female she should have alittle more respect for herself than that but not only that she should respect my aunts house and her car!...I would never never never never never disrespect my aunts house or property like that not even if i had the chance. But i cant put all the blame on her it's some what eddie's fault too for not respecting his mother. I don't know i was never raised like that...I just...I just...I don't know...But as of now i hate the whore and will freely tell that to her stupid face. she's fricken 17 getting ready to be 18 and acting like she fucking 15 gosh uuuggggh!...it makes me mad just thinking about it!.....





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Okay so in September i am getting my college money to get a car and i have decided that since me and my mom butt heads and never tend to get along and never agree with me being with my current boyfriend. That it would be best if i left, there are alot of things that i do that i really and truly believe she overreacts on. Im excited to go be with my boyfriend and praying things don't fall to shit!....





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The Speed Camera's....I ABSOLUTELY HATE THEM...WITH A FIERY PASSION!!!!!....Me and my cousin erica were having a debate on weather or not those camera's were useful and i believe that the funding we are using for those stupid camera's can be used else where. For example summer jobs or summer camps or different programs for children. People complain that kids are causing trouble and teens are robbing peoples houses. but if we have something stimulating for them to do they wouldn't be causing havoc on the world. Like in gilbert,az kids are turning off peoples electric boxes so when people wake up in the morning its swealtering hott....Now im not saying that this is right but you cant complain when your closing pools and cutting funding or just ending summer programs altogether....Im just saying it don't make any sense to have camera's on one side of the highway and not the other...because the people on the other side of the dam highway are just speedin...doesn't make any sense to me...another thing the 3600 people that were due to show up to court all at the same time that was even more rediculous...I say we should just get rid of them they cause more problems then their worth!





Alright i think im done for now but im sure ill think of something else during the night....Peace!

???Curiosity???

I was just thinking....And wondering....If anyone Has a Family curse?....I mean like something your whole family believes in. Like for me and my family it's our last name....TAYLOR...We as a family and those who joined our family believe our last name is cursed. Because nothing good ever ever ever happens to a TAYLOR!...Like we don't just find $5 bucks on the bathroom floor....We definitely wont ever ever ever win the lottery....and everything that could go wrong....does go wrong for a TAYLOR!......Like the women in our family that wait for the men to pay child support...hahahaha...were lucky if we get $10 cents let alone $100....That's like the main topic of the day...Who's Baby Daddy Paid Child Support Today?....and it's usually 1 out of 30 women which is sad.....And all the women in our family are single if not divorced already!.....I think my Uncle is the only married wait no let me rephrase that "Happily married one in our family......But anyways the point of this is just to hear some of other peoples beliefs or curses in their familys.....Lets hear Some!....So Comment Tell Your Family Curse!

P.S. I FEEL BAD FOR THE PEOPLE WITH THE FIRST NAME TAYLOR!!...

Und3r Construction...(It Seems To Fit).....

Yup thats usually the story of my life....Everything seems to be "Under Construction". My family i mean, now recently i told my cousin erica about some of the problems that are going on in the house. I explained to her that my mom doesn't like some of things she may do or say. I tried to explain to her if you do things to make her angry then she gunna be angry thats just the normal rection right?

Well me im a different story my mom is always mad at me for something. From talking too loud or acting like a kid which i am at heart. Just because im 18 doesn't mean i still cant have alittle kid in me? So i tell everyone i meet when they ask the infamous line "Isn't Your Mom Going To Get Mad At You?" My answer to that question is and always will be "My Mom Is Always Mad At Me For Something, Does It Matter?". Now back to my cousin Erica or Erykah as she likes to be called lol....

I've tried to teach her how to do certain things without my mom getting angry and just saying plain out N0!...(By The Way I Hate That Word..It's So Unpleasent)....I've told her if you want to use the car then you gotta tell her that you got gas money or your friends are giving you gas money. Thats the "Golden Rule" of the car. Or if you want to go somewhere whoever is picking you up must bring you home. (Erica Learned this rule the hard way...lol..). There are just some things you gotta learn how to play the game and ive tried teachin her but my attemps have failed!

So when my family gets into fights they argue for coupple mins or hours depending on subject at hand then afterward the make-up session. The make-up session is like when you see the construction guys paving the roads ( which is a pain in the ass may i might add especially on Gilbert Road) but anyways it's like when they put the asphalt on the road and smooth it out to make it all even. Thats how my family is we don't say sorry we just put th asphalt on top and smooth it out and forget about it. I know what your thinking and i know thats not healthy but...thats just how we deal with our everyday family problems.

So (I love the word So...So...So....So...okay ill stop)....So recently like i said earlier we as a family were supposed to sit down and have this big family talk about some of the things going on. But once again the family talk failed to happen. So me and erica ooppsss Erykah went for a walk and i told her what needed to be said and some of things she should change to continue to stay in the house. But she disagreed with alot things and agreed with few of thiings. Like one of them was her walking around the house looking angry all the time. I mean like someone had just made her eat a whole lemon. And i do have to admit which i told her that ruins peoples moods it makes everyone else feel like they are in a bad mood. especially me!...that plays with my mind it makes me think i did something wrong. Now im not saying you should walk around with biggest cheesey smile but some time you gotta suck it up even if your not happy and smile dam it!....Hell you put it in your emails and texts so why don't you try it for a change? I understand not being fake but hey you gotta at some point get tired of having sour face all the time? wouldn't you?

TRY SMILING =)!....it's does wonders for your face.

Fact: It takes more muscles to frown than to Smile!

Man ive always said that my family should have their own tv show!...It would be bigger thaan american idol i think...We have abnormal family drama...we have drama in situations where there shouldn't be none. Maybe i should do a pitch to a tv station one of these days.

Note To Erykah: It's Like Micheal Jacksons Favorite Song Smile Though Your Heart Is Aching....So Smile..I Mean It Smile!

It'S aLl AbOut Mee...

wow i made a blog never thought i would do this...Man what to say what to say?...My family so screwed up it's confusing from day to day who's mad at who? who's talking about who? But it's okay im dealing with it one day at a time. Like me and my mom for example we butt heads all the time we disagree to agree most well not most of the time all the time. Like with my boyfriend okay...My boyfriend is way older than me. Like 15 years older than me, she doesn't agree with the big age difference and to me it doesn't bother me it's just a number to me. But he also has a felony yes i know felonys are bad but do you judge a person based on that fact alone? I truly blieve in my heart that some mistakes that people make are just bigger than others and they shouldn't be discommunicated with because of a mistake they made years ago. If you're thinking he murder someone he didn't do anything like that. But he has did his time and paid for what he did. But im judging him based on that. He is a good man that just wants to do right and have family just like anyone else on this planet. He will answer to god for what he did some day, but i aint god and neither is my mom so im not going to judge him for his flaws. But anyways my mom feels that nothing is ever going to happen between us that nothing good is going to come of the relationship. That if we ever decided to move in together that i would live in a criminal infested place because of his felony. But im a optmistic person and i don't blieve any of that maybe i am being nieve but who knows. All i know that what i feel when im with him is real it feels real in my heart and im just gunna stick to that.